A biological woman deeply regrets her gender transition when she was young, depressed and impressionable. She hesitated to say that she was indoctrinated, but said that she just kept agreeing to more changes and now wishes that she had just waited. She had a double mastectomy, a full hysterectomy and “bottom” surgery for male sexual characteristics. She lived as a trans man for 8 years. An estimated 80% of children with gender dysphoria lose those feelings over time. She is mourning the loss of her ability to have children and must now live with the “scraps” of the life she should have had.